Don’t Quit… Till when???

Nothing happened as such during the day that should have given me a reason to be sad or depressed but still I felt a sudden dip in my energies by the time evening set in.

Thoughts of all sorts plagued my mind… Have I hit the bottom again? Or is it the same VACUUM that I have experienced before?

As always, I tried occupying myself with one thing or the other but to no avail… the void kept growing bigger and bigger every moment.

As a last attempt I switched on my laptop, put my favorite music on, kept a blank word document open in front of me, and started rummaging through my old stuff to read something that will inspire or motivate… Guess what I found while sifting… one of my all times favorite poems “Don’t Quit”…

…When care is pressing you down a bit… Rest if you must but don’t you quit... Stick to the flight when you’re hardest hit… It’s when things go wrong, that you must not quit…

Yet another thought crossed my mind – Am I quitting?? Is that what this vacuum all about? Maybe… I do feel exceptionally exhausted today from within as compared to other days… As if losing sight of what to do, what to say, where to be… as if no control on things around me… as if everything is slipping away from my fingers… as if I am falling apart…

Not knowing how else to go about it… I kneeled in prayer asking Him… Tell me Lord… Till when?

You know what HIS response was… Don’t Quit… Until the Miracle Happens!!

Seems difficult… but coming from my savior I have to follow it, no questions asked.

I know Lord offers many gifts that I will never receive and enjoy because I don’t activate or continue in faith… But knowing God will give me favor in every situation that is His will, I have no reason to not have faith… Time I guess to re-activate my faith so I can receive everything God has for me.